Life's a journey

I may look like a fool now, but trust me in the end of all this the one who made me look like a fool will end up being the biggest fool ever. Karma comes around doesn't it. I'm not scared of any of you. I can stand up for myself. I stand up for what is right and what I think is best. I don't do stupid stuff to make my life worth living, I do the right things even if it isn't gonna be fun it's gonna be worth living in the end. Nothing in life comes easy, I rather take it the hard way because the rough part comes first and it'll be worth it at the end of that path. I'm still young, I still have a lot to go through in life, a lot to learn, a lot of mistakes to make and I'm still growing. It's life. It's a journey. I may not be the happiest person living on earth right not, I may still be missing and in love with someone I've had for a couple of years, I may still be immature to not take my studies seriously. All this, I'm living it to time and God. It will be disappointing at times but everything happens for a reason.

Too clingy

I'm sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I'm sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I'm sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I'm sorry if I come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I'm sorry if I say things I don't really mean. I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. I'm sorry if I come off as being clingy, but it's just me missing you.

Fools

we are the lovesick. the fearless ones. the never giving up. the hearts undone. sick with the desire to love. to live so far beyond the boundaries given to us. we are the fence-hopping fools who never stopped to read the signs. the ones that left the world behind. like dreams we've drawn in neon light. just moments in the sea of time. we are the lost ones wandering. the soon to be smoldering. last to be found. the first to fall and fail to fly then shatter on the ground. we are the rebels running wild through a darkness that can swallow us. but we've set fire to our souls. burning brilliant blinding gold. the flames that illuminate our lonely road. our futures holding fates untold. we are the ever-refusing to fold. to fade away or worse to lose. the few that bend and break apart the cages of our rules. born desperate for the promise of the mystery unknown. we are the lovesick. and just like the sun we will always rise. hope still shining in our eyes - Jason Reeves

Wild fire

I'm in love with you, it happened abruptly and out of nowhere but nonetheless it was clear as the day while I was in your arms that I am indeed in love with you. 

Our teenage love grew like a wild fire, it's still growing. I've spent the last thirteen months knowing the true beauty of love and words did little justice to explain how much I cared for Qi. We spent every moments we can of our time together. The energy of life seemed to be much more wonderful with him. I had found the piece to my puzzle. I found you. You are the perfect one, you loved each and everyone of my weird, wonderful and crazy sides. You would call me in the middle of the night when I go to bed all mad and you play your guitar and sing to me. You held my hand and said the lamest jokes when I was getting my belly pierced, you helped me with maths, you seem to always know the answer to my problems. We spend months together without you complaining or marking the things in me or my personality, you made me believe that I was perfect. I know i'm not, no one is. When my friends and family let me down you showed me how much you loved me, you began to be my best friend, my soul. I have not trusted anyone in the way I trust you. We became big parts of each others lives. I am a strong girl and you've known that since we first met. I knew you would never let me down, never break me in two, never to hurt me. I still remember when we first started dating, everyone said it wasn't going to work out, they said you weren't the one for me. Here we are, you and me together, strong as ever. That fire that burned passionate in our hearts is still here.

Darling, I'm coming home.

He never left

Through all the pain, he was there.

Through all the drama, he never left.

Though shit and losers, he stands tall for me.

Through the fog and haze, he's all I see.

Through sickness, and suffer, he make me laugh.

Through all the rumours, he's th epitome of love.

Through all the worst times, he wins by a mile.

Through all the hate and lost, he's there waiting.

Through all the unspoken, he was there speaking.

Through the sad, the happy, the angry, i know he was in pain.

But when i was bleeding and covered in dirt, he was my rain.